SUICIDE BLONDE

HAO PENG YOU!

Life has been pretty good so far :)

Things to do:

1. Edit and upload photos

2. Pack my room and get the hell out of here

3. Find more distractions

THE SUN SHINES AT NIGHT

This short little song by The Submarines is having me wanting more!!
Gah, but it seems impossible to find it :(

And I should really stop thinking and reading too much into things.

And I really shouldn't start expecting anything from my friends or anyone.

I can wish and pray, I can dream and hope,

But life just slaps you with "BE REALISTIC"

And then your wishes and prayers and dreams and hopes

Just falls down with the rain.

Yup, as much as I'd like to tell anything to anyone any longer,

I just don't know how to say it anymore.

I'll just leave it as a blank,

And wait for time to come bearing the answers.

So, today I am in a better mood.

But it's a Sunday and I'm left wondering what to do with my days.

What to do with my life, what to do in the future.

I'll have to do a list again.

And to start talking proper or to restart this heart..

Or to just distant myself and not make it so hard..?

I WAS SO HIGH, AND NOW IM SO LOW

I've been having horrible moodswings and I can't express myself properly verbally.

Heeeeeeeeeeellllppppppp?

I CAN TOTALLY DO THIS.

My nonsensical self just needs to get back.

And I need to stop cutting people off when they're talking.

And I should stop being restless.

And I should stop putting up walls between the people I care about and me

And I should start going back to me.

Me, me, me memememeememememeememememe.

The world's all about you kids.

It's time to run your show.

She Never Wakes Up

 

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We just had a chalet to celebrate the end of FYP and well, it was pretty awesome with the spamming of alcohol.. especially me even at 6am in the morning but okay, I was pretty occupied taking care of loonies like Izak Teh who kept wanting to walk "straight in a line" while we went out to get more mixers to continue our drinking session but er, they mostly fell asleep leaving us 3 girls which was really lame haha. 

Dear PX, I do hope your hangover's gone!! I know how effed up one can feel with the constant spamming lololol, get more water into your system. That's the only cure I'll ever know... unless anyone wants to share? Don't give me the "alcohol solves alcohol" solution k, don't think it works ha!

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Anyway, just to rant..

I WAS ONE OF THE CHOSEN HALF OF THE COHORT TO GO FOR THE DAMN EXTERNAL EXAMINATION THING...

.. which if you do not understand, it means we'd have to present to a lecturer from some foreign university, hotshot from Asylum(?!ASYLUM I THINK IM DEAD), and a lecturer from another course in our school. Somebody slap me.

I shouldn't have prayed to not get chosen because it always turns out the other way.(okay why am i feeling so itchy pfft ithcgijsgjlsg scratchy) But anyway, GAH. Okay I should take it as an opportunity to errr brush up my presentation skills, awkwardness meeting strangers, NETWORKING (...) and oh yah, most importantly - my damn booth. 

I honestly hate it. Having to do all this. I really just want to get over this FYP thing. Now it seems like my school life isn't over until the Diploma Show ugggggggh. Okay, I shouldn't be talking like this but honestly, it's never ever gonna be over till it's really over huh. 

And not to mention, we have to worry about our works for our portfolio, panels, namecards etc............ -.- its a whole big ZZZ again and I wonder if I'll have enough time to do things I want..?

Okay stop it. I will. yes. Okay.

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This is so draggy but I BORROWED BOOKS FROM THE LIBRARY. Yay right? Like *throws confetti* and.. Oh wait, I love Gifs. ONTD motherhell rocks because of the hilarious gifs overload.

This reminds me - Need to sort bookmarks digitally. And re-organise my files and shit.

Good. And Pack My Room and Get a Bicycle Chain Lock so that my sister will not take my stuff any longer ha ha ha ha ha!

I wished I could post more gifs but I have to go for a temple thing(yes I am a buddhist) and I wanted to talk about the books I borrowed(The Secret Life of Bees, Haruki Murakami etc.) but then I realised I have nothing to talk about it except that I have finished my Sophie Kinsella "Remember Me?" book and it just makes you feel-good and whatnot, and I kind of want to go back to indulging in brainless chick lit!! HELP.

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Anyway, I REALLY LIKED SITTING AROUND SINGING WITH MY FRIENDS ALONG TO THE PLAYING OF THE GUITAR. Very cool and amazing cos my friends are awesome at singing and harmonizing.. Woooo.

Need to get a guitar now?