wanna feel your fire burning right from where i stand;

Today marks the day that my dearest Janie leaves for UK... a solid 5 to 6 years of being apart from her :( A hurried and frantic farewell, with lots of quick snaps and a sudden outburst into tears on her part.. It was all too quick to indulge in the moment and too quick to feel sad. But it was heart-wrenching watching her steal secret kisses with her boyfriend, it was heart-wrenching to look at us with her sad sad doe-like eyes.. I'll miss your nonsense baby I do, my parents do too :)

Hope my 2-hours-worth-of-writing-and-sleeping-with-cramps-in-the-hand letters touched you hee hee. Oh god, I can go on and on and on. But we really had something special, yes we did.  It was all too special to be placed in words or hugs or humps or laughter or tears. So here I am, sitting and typing all these.. and the tears say hello to you hee hee. Just listening to our karaoke songs that we try so hard to harmonize ALL THE TIME just spreads a smile on my face you know? hahahaha we don't need years to be awesome together, WE JUST NEED TO BE TOGETHER HAHAHAHA. Okay, whatever but it's really different, it's different and I can't place a finger on it. Something along the lines of, "Just a small town girl, living in her lonely world.... Just a city boy, born and raised in south detroit" ha! Make your absence worth it okay, work your butt off and then come home to mama ha ha ha ha.*does your favourite dog action/panting* :3

x

Today....

Today seemed like a discovery of the inner us.... in us. Full of heart to heart talks and learning new things about people...

I realized that I know I am okay when I'm fit to hold proper conversations with people that I care about. It really is obvious to me that I can actually evaluate myself using such a 'gauge' hahaha. Okay, but these are tough times especially for all the people around me. Like literally... everyone. And I'm gonna give them what I only have to give - Me :)

So I'm gonna fly.. kidding, I just can't stay here and type anymore. I need to be there for people. CATCH YA SOONZSZXSZA,

x L