what an animal;

(if you wanna kill your eyes and ears, get all angry, laugh like mad, and have your murder instinct acting up... WATCH THIS HAHAHAHAHAHAHA)




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1. Me: Yay I'm going out tomorrow onwards to go meet some men. it's time to start flirting HAHAHA

   Angel: Yah the first man you're gonna meet tomorrow is your driving instructor.

   Me: .... LOL

2. 2011: The Year of Transformation

A New Year

“Although dates are considered to be illusory, what I feel is that in this moment, the perspectives that await us will be very intense. I say intense in a way of neutrality rather than saying positively or negatively intense. How you define intense purely depends upon your vibratory state of being. 2011 is a year that I have called the year of transformation. It’s not really a time period to base this definition upon, but just more of the point of timing to which we are viewing perspective in the now moment where we are seeing a conscious awareness of transformation happening on all levels: Through us, through others, through the collective growth of humanity.

-oceanofmind

3. 2011 may be just a date... or maybe it's just the New Year Syndrome where we're led to believe it might just be better when it's actually just another day and we're still holding onto all the shit. Which is true. But what can I say? The power of the mind can lead us to believe and have faith in so many things. So I've mentally and spiritually(?) started afresh, threw out the negativity that sometimes nags me at the back of my head (still), and... I'm ready. For.. battle. 

4. If I were to have it my way, I would've said a lot of things to people.

5. Like to you, I'd tell you how I feel about your choice. But it is ultimately your choice so I have no place and I can have no judgement. If it's what you believe in then go ahead. Personally think you're so much better than that but love what you love and do what you do, we all make mistakes and we are only young once. At least that's what I tell myself. So go on and do what you wish, destroy, wreck, love, lose it all.. afterall, what better way to learn and experience it? I can but only respect it. Amen. Wish you the best.

6. And to you, I honestly wish things were better but you keep talking down to me.. Can't believe I waved the white flag but hey, I want things to be new again and I respect that we all change, more so you especially, so.. I'm only nice if you're gonna play nice. Thank god I'm over all that, and if you're honest and sincere about it, you should really watch what you say and stop acting like you're all that. True, flaws only surface when one is clear-headed enough so I'm not that girl who's gonna tolerate and be patient.. all that you've preached about. So please, no NATA and walk the talk. If you wanna be genuine to me about this, then stop the lousy attitude. ..Oh, is that you? All that "ohokayidontreallycaredontreallyknow".. Okay, then I don't want that. That said, if you're better off somewhere else, then please go somewhere else. I don't need to listen to your condescending words because I'm better than all that. I'm stepping up my game.

7. I feel so cheesy.... I really should get back to playing my guitar! Meh, I miss my piano..

8. My bestfriend lately.. has been.. DENG DENG. MY DOG HAHAHAAHAHAH. It sounds like a 40 year old woman with 15 cats talking but hey, I'm starting to have a hell lot of chemistry with my doggy okay! And she listens. So cuteeeeeeee *melts*

9. I know, I know my posts are all over the place but something will work out along the way.... can you tell I'm slowly losing my interest here? 

10. I'm still sick. Still sick. So all I do is bum around because my energy level for the past few days have been about 30% and my horrible throat and stuffed nose isn't helping at all. And my parents have been really awesome and caring (they both bought truckloads of muffins for me without asking each other beforehand SO CUTE)... BOOOO I'LL MISS THEM CAN I BRING THEM TO AUSSIE WITH ME. Okay, NO. I will spam my mother's wsapp like crazy hahaahah. I'll miss watching tv and laughing at retards on tv with my dad :( And pestering my sister and annoying my brother and YOYOYO-ing with my (future)sis-in-law.. Okay guys, it isn't time to start emo-ing. Hell, I feel too happy to emo now. This song by AJ rocks. It's a sad story but it's such a happy melody HAHAHAH ok i'm going a bit crazy here

11. You better miss my insanity and sweetness and everything in between. Cos THERE'S NO ONE LIKE MEEEEEEEE hahahahahha oh god I better head to bed love y'all... ok not really, not all of y'all but y'all who loves me back hahaha wtf

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