if you wanna go, just go;

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I'm losing faith in everything.
People. Love. Systems. Time.
It's so easy not to care.

Time.
I just want to hurry along with time.
But I can't tell if I'm losing my step or keeping up with..
Time.
Time.
Ask yourself again and again.
Can time heal. Can time feel.
Time.

Don't know if time is an illusion.
Because it feels like I'm back to where I have been.
Or a new place that seems like it.

So time,
bring me somewhere else.
I'm not needed in this time.
Not needed.
Not in this time and space.

I just breathe when told to breathe.
Live when told to live.
But time decides everything else.
My death. My poverty. My devastation. My illnesses.

Do you wait with time, or do you wait for time?
Do you resist time or fall limp and succumb to time?

Time?
It's not the time.
It's never ripe.
It's never going to happen.
Time.

Time will tell.






x L