shame, it was just a dream;

Paramore - All I Wanted Was You




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I don't believe that girls and guys can't have an awesome platonic bestfriend kind of relationship. I really don't. And I'm gonna have to fight this over and over again and fault this over and over again... Just. Can't. Go. Back. To. Back. Then. and it sucks. Sucks sucks sucks. 

You know what's funny? Sometimes I think of all the "Cheers to you" that I did, all the horrible things I said and felt there and then.. and sometimes I wish I could run along the rivers and parks and scream all of it out. You know, just need a reason to be sad, angry, bitter.. haha. I don't remember the things I've said and did, but this quote that I read made it all feel right: "You don't remember the things that someone said or did, but you remember how it made you feel."

And then I go back to thinking about food.

x L