it's nice to meet you sir, I best be on my way out;

Ignorance - Paramore



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I have been feeling as if my eyes are about to go inwards any moment and it's scaring me. I don't want to feel like this forever... Or are my eyes just really tired? I think I need to be away from the computer and Iphone and stuff... Feel so cross-eyed :(

That said....

Good drinks, comfy seats, melt-in-your-mouth cakes are one of the greatest accompaniment with all kinds of talks.. The sad, the quiet, the awkward, the good, the batshit crazy etc. And that's just what I want to do. Plop yourself into a plushy sofa, sip the coffee and just talk about anything and everything... or keep the silence going and words hanging in the air. Works either way :) 

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Today on the bus ride home, anger suddenly overtook me and watered my eyes. I don't know, is this the work of PMS? I need more angry songs about the world.. and people. And then I think I really should let things go. Like, forget it. Just move on. Just.. Just live your life. We all seem happy where we are. The distance right would ease the distance in the future. It's hard to resist the urge of saying, "Have a nice life" and walk off forever.. or try to stay away forever. 

But then, I really don't know. Really don't know how to feel so I'm just gonna hold it off for awhile and sleep on it till something pops in my head again.. Is time on our side, really?

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