ONE SIDED

Keeping me at home all the time just loosens up my screws and just messes with my mind. I, for one, have a very very active mind. I don't know if it's my hormones but seriously, I shouldn't be having to deal with the horrible fluctuations in my mood. Today, I was all happy and excited and scared and too hyper for a 19 year old kid because I took my first driving lesson.. like EVER(WHICH WAS FUCKING FUN WOOPSY DAISY).. and then.. well, you could say, that persona didn't last me throughout the day.

Now what is this self? What is wrong with you? What do you want? And why can't you go get it? What's stopping you? What's holding you back? What's there not to say?

Well, on a happier note.. I have more or less accomplished things I needed to get started on! For example, reading (a book a week!), driving(at least 2 lessons a week!), university applications(a couple down.. a few more to go?), spending more time with my four legged sister(check check check), editting photos(yes, a hell lot more to go!).. Of course, a lot of it wouldn't be possible without the pushing force of this self-created hell hole and my good flens. 

I totally need to revise my goals for this year. And a particular one has been bugging me way too much. TOO MUCH. And it disgusts me sometimes.

OVER AND OUT. THIS IS GETTING BORING.