It's hard to say what I feel.. but I feel... an endless spectrum of emotions when dealing with goodbyes or an end to a chapter of our lives. So what do we do? We try to run against time, go back and try to retrieve what we had, try to re-enact the things we used to do, replay the scenes over and over again in our heads. Close our eyes and try to re-live that moment.
I want to feel happy without the burden of knowing how
your heart would break just thinking back of how things used to be.
I want to go back to days where I could have the chance to talk to you again, where we could lie in our beds and talk about what break our hearts and what turned our hearts stone cold. I wish I could go back and tell you how much I loved you then but could never fathom how you don't feel like yourself around me.. I miss you :( Really......
I will be happy just knowing you're happy?
Selfless, I will be selfless.
*huggs* :(
ReplyDeletepardon my randomness.. came across your og blog the other day thanks to a friend. Hello fellow saint. Anyway, sorry for being nosy. Saw a few of your posts and it reminded me of me, worrying and "over-thinking." Thought you could use some advice?
ReplyDeleteZac: Hey there, thanks for the offer but I'm handling myself well with my "worrying and overthinking" side of me :) Afterall, it's all just a part of me and you probably only see a lot of it on the blog because it's just a place for me to put my thoughts down without the hassle of pen and paper(although it is the preferred medium). So thanks once again! Nice to know of people reading this place :)
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