A lot has been going on lately and I don't know where to start. From an end to another, it seems all the same. That it just motions another wave, wave after wave. From little ripples to a full big tides. The sudden news of the passing of a girl lost to the world and to herself.. it doesn't hit home till you're alone and reading about a life that could've been anyone's. I wished I could spend more time alone to think.. to just think and feel. It feels that life is passing in front of my eyes, and I'm just letting it roll. Devoid of emotions that people try to make you feel, and to any other, it's just part of life. Which leads me to my next question... what's life? Is it a curse or a mystery that we're blessed with? Is it a journey of enrichment for your own selfish reasons or to put yourself out there to help someone else fulfill nirvana?
But sometimes I feel that people are pushing me in a direction.. and it just leads me off track. And I just switch off. You know it and you feel it in your bones, you just hit a dead end and you start zoning out and doing something else. You don't know if you feel it, or you don't allow yourself to.. or maybe it just takes a little more effort to feel.
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